曾經跳出地球表面 一起私奔到月球現在 要回到地球表面曬曬溫暖的小太陽^^

主唱大人不知迷倒了多少少女心啊。

JUMP!开场

he's like, going to be my idol for a lifetime. like, live your dreams to the fullest no matter wad.

and my motivational vid for the year:知足jump live in上海

感动~~~man.

when we grow up, lets go be rock stars.

the prettiest thing i saw today, was a bubble pool with all the colours of the rainbow, pulsating rhythmically as if it was innately connected to the blinking stars in the sky.

flowery sentence, not my style.

today at kumon i got a student and a teacher gossiping about my nails and the streaks in my hair.

i love the colour of my nails now-- some form of iridescent beetle-y purple that looks kinda different depending on how it catches the light. but obviously the little girl dint approve of it, and my purple and white hair. going to work's such a chore, but the work itself's such a luxury compared to the other horrifying experiences ive got from some other jobs. the children i have here are such angels. one boy even greeted me today out of class when he cycled past when i was somewhere in the neighbourhood (i was going to make a comment about his new hairstyle lol). "Toes look good underwater-- large and white." somehow that sentence gave me a rather peculiar calming feeling that i cant quite place my finger on when i came acroos it in one of the english worksheets. kinda like how kingshaw in im the king of the castle felt in his last moments, lol but not quite that dark. anyway it made me less restless than i was feeling before, in a weird deja-vu sorta way. overheard the 'principal' talking to one of the boys about geometric and arithmetric series and stuff, and was totally hit with nostalgia with the slacking-off days in nj. the boy's enthusiasm and anticipation towards learning math formulas way beyond his level made me kinda guilty for not trying hard to excel when i had the duty to. now im totally thinking of taking out the ol' maths TYS and going through all the questions for the zen. actually, right now i'ld do just about anything for the zen. anyone up for drawing sessions?

leira got her new lolita dress sets today!

im overexcited again and cant wait to show her off of course. girl dolls look really good in lolita, pretty much as expected. its like they were made to be in pouffy babydoll dresses. luckily for me the china dressmaker has a girl from the same company, the clothes fit so perfectly my mum thought all dolls were of a default size=P both she and my dad cant get over how i can spend so much on doll clothes in such a short time though, because they only see it when it arrives(and have no idea ive been thinkingabout+ordering+waitingforittobeprepared+shippedfromchina for close to a month and a half) my dad thinks im unbelievably childish for someone who is about to go into university. (SO-BIG-ALREADY-STILL-PLAY-WITH-DOLLS i mentally shoot myself in the head everytime i hear that) children will not be able to handle+maintain+stopthemselvesfrombreaking bjds. yeah. i wish at least they could see the collector's value of them. i mean come on. these are works of art and highly individualistic mannnn. even if monetary value is all they can see, well at least a bjd's value doesnt drop too much even if its second hand, unless it is missing a nose or a finger or something. and even then. talking like -oh-my-god-my-doll-cost-me-so-much-money-i-could-probably-buy-4-psps-or-more- like all the pple on the online community tend to do just strips the pleasure out of the hobby man. yet another rant.oh yay.

just bumped into a lower-sec classmate in the most unexpected of places while rushing to work just now. recently ive been thinking a lot about some pple who ive not heard anything from for so longggg, that, had i been asked, i wouldnt be sure that they ARE still alive. wonky sentence structure. anyway, thinking like that makes me feel like just randomly smsing a "boo!" to prompt a reply so i know they are still safe, alive and kicking. having a reply makes me feel better, enough to smile silly at my phone even if i dont intend to carry on with a conversation. working in the evenings kinda screws up sms-interaction. i am doing fine, because there is nothing that i have to be unhappy about in daily life as it is now. i still wonder if i ought to feel motivated, seeing loh hui shan's pic advertising nanyang business school on the back of a bus stop along orchard. i dont feel like i have the ability to maintain a straight uninterrupted train of thought.

i wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant!

*melts into puddle of drool and noseblood* -->thefairys.netmakes drool-worthy doll cosplay costumes.

because memes are addictive and i just finished mononoke a few days ago.

a vague translation to help understand wth is happening... 1-1 Teacher! Boys don't listen to bus attendants! Teacher! Girls don't come back from shopping! Shut up! Line! Don't disrupt group activity. Make a line of "boy girl boy girl..." Teacher! Boys are slightly more than girls. OK. So line "boy girl boy boy girl boy girl." "Boy girl boy girl boy boy girl?" Wrong! Listen carefully! Make a line in this order. 1-2 Boy girl boy boy girl boy girl Boy girl boy boy girl boy girl Boy girl boy boy girl girl boy girl boy girl Girl boy girl boy girl boy boy girl! 2-1 Leader! How should we decide girls' seat on the bus? Leader! Let's make boys sit on seats beforehand. Wait! Don't decide it by yourself! Make a line of "boy girl boy girl..." Leader! A girl is going to come here late. OK, so, make a line "boy girl boy boy girl boy girl." You mean, "boy girl boy girl boy boy girl," right? No way! Listen, sit in this order. LOL. lame ya XD i think dgray cuterrrrr. on to mushishi!