8.31.2008

well

lets just say its not that difficult to find bad life drawings.

im not doing good enough for myself though. but no tone, and no charcoal, a bit hard to do ehh.

i need to take pictures of my work.

8.24.2008

struggled to pull myself out of bed this morning,

and dressed to go to nj, supposedly to help tear down the coursework stuff, all the mouldy gummy bears and stuff. to take a break from adm life.

it felt good to finally be able to wear my white dress after such a long time of suppression, in the name of practicality. i figured that it was how pple putting on their sunday dresses for church felt. had mac for breakfast! ild not eaten hotcakes so early in the morning(and not late at night, my definition of night) for a very long time.  it was zen.

turned out mrlee wasnt there in school, but what's new haha. so i dint have to take down the furry gooey mouldy bears by myself, thank goodness. he said he'ld do it instead. AND THEY SAID WE STILL CANT HAVE OUR PREP BOARDS. shoot.

finding ourselves ( juice winnie kev xinni rfan me) having nothing to do even after a looooong chat with mslu and mschan on their duty at the geeral office, we made our way down to cityhall to meet shich for lunch at theSOUPSPOON. somehow everyone started taking out cameras and shooting everything. shich had her dslr and her 2d assignment, i was also trying to do shich's assignment(so interesting okay), joyce had her d9, xinniandkev melting into a single organism and watching us, and winnie, EVIL SOLDIER WINNIE, WAS ALL THE WHILE POISONING US ALL TO GET THE INSTAX.

and,so, being the easily amused and super gullible crowd that we were, we did. we even went shop to shop, trying to haggle the prices down as one big group, before finally having kev juice and me negative one hundred bucks and positive one instant cam each.

then, as if we were all shocked at the mass impulse buy, we scattered.

and polaroids, like gachapon, are just so damn addictive!

nice blue! 8D rfan and me are giving weird expressions haha. in shich words: eh wah lao shich! lol. damn strange my face shape. dont ask me why she was doing this. i was after that particular blue in paul smith's shop window, which the cam dint quite manage to get, but i think the photo turned out rather nice in another way somehow. the reflection is not in the actual picture. because the film is too ex for me to afford to snap freely, i have decided to take only one pic each day. a dollar a day sounds lesser than a whole lot of film at once. so i have three days taken up already i guess. next polaroid on tuesday, sounds exciting already! point and shoot! i like. books today: finished this one about japanese subculture and their fashion while travelling around today, its amusing to look at, and some pple in there really have their own distinctive sense of style, ungoverned by fads. i was so impressed by this hairdressing student's sense of style, with an obvious mix of influences. so cool. this other book i just started reading, introduces japanese haute couture in relation to their traditional influences. the influence of the two-dimensionality of the kimono on the treatment of the space between the clothes and the human body was mentioned quite a few times. i never knew what we know now as street fashion actually had their roots as art, with quite some depth in concept. very informative for me, and most importantly extremely inspiring! i feel emotionally recharged already. i love this image.

i find this series of work, 'The Wizard of Jeanz", by designer hiroaki ohya, really interesting! it is a collection of books that open out and tranform into very wearable clothes, and alludes to the relationship between the "transitory nature of fashion", and the "permanency of books as objects that can transport ideas". more from him here.

yeah. i should visit the school library more.

8.23.2008

you know youve been neglecting things,

when even your doll starts camwhoring with the laptop to get your attention. have done a whole lot of stuff this week, from finding rubens to knocking on doors to interviewing xinni and getting random pple on orchard road to fill in fictitious surveys. time to take a breather, before it all starts again sunday night. i miss leira, and the rest of my family at home! damn. i resolute to type more frequent detailed entries so people can know exactly whatthehell im doing.

8.17.2008

hellohello

im back from home.

it feels strange, because when i try, i can no longer remember clearly how i used to dress in my life before the past two weeks. or how i talk. and look.

i dont act, look or feel like myself. not that i could ever describe myself specifically. alterna persona. the irony.

i feel displaced. i am a stranger in my own home.

cant bring myself to do anything productive, and thats damn bad because i have mountains of work to do, deadlines to meet and expectations to fufill.

maybe thats why the counsellors are always busy.

i need some time to find myself.

im trying to use a mac! good lord.

8.13.2008

vivienne westwood shoes are like dope!

my dream pair of shoes lol.

drool drool drool then forget about it, ha.

back to work, im finishing a 2B pencil in two days, its crazy, but maybe its just me and my lines and my erasing.

talking about erasing, my foundation drawing teacher pronounces and spells it as ERASOR, lol.

amuses the hell out of me.

8.10.2008

it seems so hard

to list down who i am, and what i like.

8.04.2008

And so,

monday blues are here cause im going back into the stone age.

who knows when im going to get internet access!

LITERATURE on the first day of school omg hardcore.

bah.