im back from home.
it feels strange, because when i try, i can no longer remember clearly how i used to dress in my life before the past two weeks. or how i talk. and look.
i dont act, look or feel like myself. not that i could ever describe myself specifically. alterna persona. the irony.
i feel displaced. i am a stranger in my own home.
cant bring myself to do anything productive, and thats damn bad because i have mountains of work to do, deadlines to meet and expectations to fufill.
maybe thats why the counsellors are always busy.
i need some time to find myself.
im trying to use a mac! good lord.
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