11.04.2008

i just woke up

in my dream i felt so intense my love for you that the moments when i stir awake are filled with extreme sadness at the loss into reality.

a love so strong that i scare myself with the possibility that i might have said out your name in my sleep.

a sadness so great i wake up in tears, wanting to hold you close.

so real that im stunned, finding distinction.

a scary feeling, this.

maybe this is a sign that im not loving the pple i care about enough.

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