everyone's i me mine nowadays,

like i want this i want that im with this i think not i need money i want more time for myself i cant take it anymore i wish i could do something different. it kind of makes me sick, together with all the materialistic things i've been spending on lately. cute little megan(5) at kumon was so pleased and happy with her hello kitty mechanical pencil, she wanted to share it with everyone and kept looking at it during class. jarry(8?) likes the eraser chang bought for the kids so much, he uses it all the time and shows it to me when im there. i resolve to look at everything i have like how they do. and not just treasure leira and shino and view everything else that i have merely by their monetary value. and of course my dolls are not materialistic wants. it is as ludicrous as calling a hobby like tennis a materialistic want. its not a new year, but it seems resolutions have to be made. tommorrow im gna sit by my sis and coach her physics/chem. i did promise her that i would.