I LAMENT MY LACK OF FRIENDS.

so the prints from the pple on deviantART that i watch, that come in limited supply of 20+ sets, are almost surely gone by now because there is nobody to go down to cosfest with me today, and even my sis who was going to go down sooner or later refuses to go with me no matter how much i asked. i was so pissed at my own inability to HAVE MORE FRIENDS that i changed clothes at 1pm to get out and down there by myself, but even then I WAS SO PISSED AT THE STUPIDITY OF CHIONGING DOWN THERE TO DOWNTOWN EAST MYSELF, BUYING STUPID PRINTS THAT I WANT AND CHIONGING BACK FOR LUNCH AT HOME STRAIGHT that i took one step out my door and just changed my mind and came back in. i hadnt even locked the door yet. AND NOW IM BANGING ON MY KEYBOARD FEELING SO STUPID TO BE SO AFFECTED BY IT ALL AND JUST BOILING! FROM PURE RESENTMENT AT GOD KNOWS WHAT EXACTLY. FROM NOW ON, NO MORE ANTICIPATION. NO HOPE/DEPENDENCE ON FRIENDS/FAMILY= NO DISAPPOINTMENT. WHAT A GREAT CASE OF ANTISOCIALITY IM TURNING INTO. HURRAY FOR INDEPENDENCE MAN. I BET THESE ARE LIKE, THE LEGENDARY SIGNS OF MAJOR PMS.